湖面难免有清风拂过，水波荡漾...
人生难免有悲歌绕梁，心灵受创...
It nothing gonna change my happy life, cheer up!
Thursday, December 31, 2009
Tuesday, December 29, 2009
Friday, December 25, 2009
My 17 Christmas List
Wednesday, December 23, 2009
An angel
Susan Boyle, a woman who was touched millions in the stage of British's got talent 2009. A woman who with an ordinary life and even an ordinary face. She lived in the village that no one know about and she not well wearing in the competition and all just wanna watched how funny she was. The adjudicator, Simon, even tried to prank with her and made her fell bashful. I never see her photo, but I can imagine how was she look from the description of those talks'. 'It was just an ugly ducking.' I think so. I never put even a moment eyes on her. After some days, her album was come out. Just remember that day was 23rd November. I listed her song accidentally that day and I just absolutely melting in her voice. Her voice was break all the image I thought before. It not ugly but beauty. It not funny but touched. The voice is young even she no that young. In my mind, she is an angel. An angel love to sing and She is brilliant until I cant open my eyes for a look. She so mystery. She has no an accurate face in my heart. For me, I not desired watch her picture. After she won the competition, I think she will be commercialized. She sure will be a swan after the packaging of sumptuous and she will be look more pretty. But, the pure hearted of sing also will be polluted. So, I never watched her photo seriously since before I know her even after I know her. I loved her. I loved her voice merely. I only Loved the most original Susan Boyle. The Susan Boyle without any ornament and the Susan Boyle who just love to sing.
Tuesday, December 22, 2009
Your love is magical, that's how I feel
But I have not the words here to explain
Gone is the grace for expressions of passion
But there are worlds and worlds of ways to explain
To tell you how I feel
But I am speechless, speechless
That's how you make me feel
Though I'm with you I am far away and nothing is for real
When I'm with you I am lost for words, I don't know what to say
My head's spinning like a carousel, so silently I pray
Helpless and hopeless, that's how I feel inside
Nothing's real, but all is possible if God is on my side
When I'm with you I am in the light where I cannot be found
It's as though I am standing in the place called Hallowed Ground
Speechless, speechless, that's how you make me feel
Though I'm with you I am far away and nothing is for real
I'll go anywhere and do anything just to touch your face
There's no mountain high I cannot climb
I'm humbled in your grace
Speechless, speechless, that's how you make me feel
Though I'm with you I am lost for words and nothing is for real
Speechless, speechless, that's how you make me feel
Though I'm with you I am far away, and nothing is for real
Speechless, speechless,
that's how you make me feel
Though I'm with you I am lost for words and nothing is for real
Speechless
Your love is magical, that's how I feel
But in your presence I am lost for words
Words like, "I love you."
A very very nice song with the super super amazing lyrics! Meeting in this song!
But I have not the words here to explain
Gone is the grace for expressions of passion
But there are worlds and worlds of ways to explain
To tell you how I feel
But I am speechless, speechless
That's how you make me feel
Though I'm with you I am far away and nothing is for real
When I'm with you I am lost for words, I don't know what to say
My head's spinning like a carousel, so silently I pray
Helpless and hopeless, that's how I feel inside
Nothing's real, but all is possible if God is on my side
When I'm with you I am in the light where I cannot be found
It's as though I am standing in the place called Hallowed Ground
Speechless, speechless, that's how you make me feel
Though I'm with you I am far away and nothing is for real
I'll go anywhere and do anything just to touch your face
There's no mountain high I cannot climb
I'm humbled in your grace
Speechless, speechless, that's how you make me feel
Though I'm with you I am lost for words and nothing is for real
Speechless, speechless, that's how you make me feel
Though I'm with you I am far away, and nothing is for real
Speechless, speechless,
that's how you make me feel
Though I'm with you I am lost for words and nothing is for real
Speechless
Your love is magical, that's how I feel
But in your presence I am lost for words
Words like, "I love you."
A very very nice song with the super super amazing lyrics! Meeting in this song!
Saturday, December 19, 2009
20/12
My sister went to school to get her result today. Actually I was quite worried her get a depress result for the tongkao （统考). The exam is very important for a private school student and these such garbage is not easy to score. ‘But, some time, lucky and miracle happen.’ Theng said. Haha. Finally the result quite satisfied. She get 6A's from 8 subject. I know the exam is totally different with pmr. It was more high standard compare with pmr. So, she start worried about which stream she enter and questioned me the subject add mathe and science. Even, some I can't answer. But I absolutely proud of her. She said before she want to become a pilot. She want to visit all the countries and understand their religions or story with her family. Because as a pilot, she can get a airline ticket with lower price for her family. Mean that, her future and her ambition still including ME! Now, she still the same. The way she want to arrival but without a step. Haha. I wish the miracle will be happed one more time in her life time.
Wednesday, December 2, 2009
exam exam exam
I have never sleep well recently. Yesterday was akaun paper and today is science paper. I realized having many not accurate answer in these two paper after I did the paper. Sigh! but, I just only spent around 6 hours bed-time for these two days. Equally, I only sleep 3 hours a days and My head really aching! but my works paid nothing. Sigh! Stress! Stress! Stress!
God bless me
God bless me
Tuesday, December 1, 2009
Sumptuous
nice??? actually has a bit similar with the old one .. but, added wireless keyboard and mouse, and more stable or what what what la... last time i bought the old one for 1199 us dolar, however the latest one also cost 1199 and the old one is more cheap now.. sob.. but the imac really performance great at all.. if i really wanted to buy a laptop and my account condition is possible. Macbook pro always is my 1st choice..
Monday, November 30, 2009
Saturday, October 24, 2009
that day
That day, I read a certain book.. I knew that the happen of aurora.
A kind of beautiful, powerful condition which happen in polar region !!
It was made me feeling interesting on it.
I hoped I could be there for a look ~
That day, I read a certain new. It was about something prejudice of skin's colour and some political problems.
The man was innocent but people pay nothing on his family and his baby.
And the faith was unworthy on his dedicated, even though someone was trying to make the truth transparent more.
Why they can be so cruel when treated a life ??
It was made me angry since he was died. That is none reason of those guilty but be free of the dragnet of laws!
It also made me more appreciate my life though my life having something aching.
I hated innocent.
The word of 'innocent' could be disappear from this world if no any cruel, disaster, violence or bla, bla, bla .. Actually it is simple works if everyone with a kind and pure heart. emmmm.
but my sister said this was the 'yin-yang' world. So the darkness of these must play their role to balance the world.
I hope I could help those are speechless, Stand up help them to express, voice out the resentful they get by..even i cant do anything to make the innocent free.
That day, I listened a kind of music. A kind of blues.
The song was created by a legend who also love the gift from the God.
'What about killing field, Is there a time, ..' 'Did you ever stop to noticed, All the blood we shed before, Did you ever stop to noticed The crying Earth The weeping shores'
Amazing lyrics from the song. I realized the works to make a better place was an arduous task
and also tribute the powerful of natural.
Now, The crying Earth was stop crying. Its getting angry~
Its showed the madness by natural disaster. Look the tsunami happened, refer the earthquake happened. The 'punishment' that given more frequently in recent year. Did someone noticed ??
Despite, the activities of recycle or any things prevent the pollutions are none stop doing, but it is no enough for the majority spoiled we did.
I wish I can be the ones on the job of healing the world.
I don't mine the little or large works I done at least i did.
I don't want the Earth respond the movie of <2012>.
I wish the most brilliant planet of the Milky way system get will soon.
That day ....
'MaKe ThAT CHanGes START with THe mAn in The MIrrOr'
by
TODAY
A kind of beautiful, powerful condition which happen in polar region !!
It was made me feeling interesting on it.
I hoped I could be there for a look ~
That day, I read a certain new. It was about something prejudice of skin's colour and some political problems.
The man was innocent but people pay nothing on his family and his baby.
And the faith was unworthy on his dedicated, even though someone was trying to make the truth transparent more.
Why they can be so cruel when treated a life ??
It was made me angry since he was died. That is none reason of those guilty but be free of the dragnet of laws!
It also made me more appreciate my life though my life having something aching.
I hated innocent.
The word of 'innocent' could be disappear from this world if no any cruel, disaster, violence or bla, bla, bla .. Actually it is simple works if everyone with a kind and pure heart. emmmm.
but my sister said this was the 'yin-yang' world. So the darkness of these must play their role to balance the world.
I hope I could help those are speechless, Stand up help them to express, voice out the resentful they get by..even i cant do anything to make the innocent free.
That day, I listened a kind of music. A kind of blues.
The song was created by a legend who also love the gift from the God.
'What about killing field, Is there a time, ..' 'Did you ever stop to noticed, All the blood we shed before, Did you ever stop to noticed The crying Earth The weeping shores'
Amazing lyrics from the song. I realized the works to make a better place was an arduous task
and also tribute the powerful of natural.
Now, The crying Earth was stop crying. Its getting angry~
Its showed the madness by natural disaster. Look the tsunami happened, refer the earthquake happened. The 'punishment' that given more frequently in recent year. Did someone noticed ??
Despite, the activities of recycle or any things prevent the pollutions are none stop doing, but it is no enough for the majority spoiled we did.
I wish I can be the ones on the job of healing the world.
I don't mine the little or large works I done at least i did.
I don't want the Earth respond the movie of <2012>.
I wish the most brilliant planet of the Milky way system get will soon.
That day ....
'MaKe ThAT CHanGes START with THe mAn in The MIrrOr'
by
TODAY
Saturday, October 3, 2009
street of musician
Happy Moon Cake festival, but the moon was absent this year ...
I will be sing for wishes of those mothers, fathers, children and the beloved earth.
Pray for them always in fine.
2.11 am
I was roamed about the blogs of several friends of Chinese orchestra ..
It was made me 'bob' out many image which disappear for a long time ..
I was miss the time I ensemble in a big team with many many who also deep love in traditional music and also a music conductor swinging his beloved baton!
I was never forget the angry face of the conductor with a serious expression and also the persist on music !! Now,
the touch feeling have never happen again since i leave ..
Every Sunday, could be so free without any practices, could be watch E! several hours, could be finish all the revision was determined ...
I thought I could fainted all the memory of the days i missed, unluckily it was fail ...
haha.. Why failure always happened on me??
The photos from her blogs was so nice, their face showing how happy they are ..
I was keep thinking about the girl must be showing off the great time they having on me while I was watching the blog.Yes, I am jealous on..
Jealous their joyful when they having ensemble.. &
Jealous them can be performed in front of thousand and having a great time .. &
Jealous them can scolded by conductor..&
Jealous their nice closet when performing ...
Envy are burning !!
Fine, man!
I will be sing for wishes of those mothers, fathers, children and the beloved earth.
Pray for them always in fine.
2.11 am
I was roamed about the blogs of several friends of Chinese orchestra ..
It was made me 'bob' out many image which disappear for a long time ..
I was miss the time I ensemble in a big team with many many who also deep love in traditional music and also a music conductor swinging his beloved baton!
I was never forget the angry face of the conductor with a serious expression and also the persist on music !! Now,
the touch feeling have never happen again since i leave ..
Every Sunday, could be so free without any practices, could be watch E! several hours, could be finish all the revision was determined ...
I thought I could fainted all the memory of the days i missed, unluckily it was fail ...
haha.. Why failure always happened on me??
The photos from her blogs was so nice, their face showing how happy they are ..
I was keep thinking about the girl must be showing off the great time they having on me while I was watching the blog.Yes, I am jealous on..
Jealous their joyful when they having ensemble.. &
Jealous them can be performed in front of thousand and having a great time .. &
Jealous them can scolded by conductor..&
Jealous their nice closet when performing ...
Envy are burning !!
Fine, man!
Friday, September 25, 2009
Night life- Over
Finally, the trial exam ended with the sweetest of coming holiday! Feeling of excited and depress are floating up on my mind. Am i should feel excited of the holiday and my degenerate of life even in short term ??? Or am i should feel depress only having around 2 months away of the spm exam ???
Never mine, just left it. I had using my brain hard for the trial. Now, it send it to the process of maintenance. The function of my brain is out of service.
So, after these few week of study war. My desk was so messy and full of book, book, and also book. See! terrible. Medicine, tissue are prepared for the my cold . Water can be refresh my mind when i study ..
The taste of mid-night's life is not that good. Now the desk is quite tidy, i clean it up when free of holiday .
Cheer up, man! Everything sure ll overcome. Is okay the night is long cause when the night is over, we get the sunrise shines ..
Never mine, just left it. I had using my brain hard for the trial. Now, it send it to the process of maintenance. The function of my brain is out of service.
So, after these few week of study war. My desk was so messy and full of book, book, and also book. See! terrible. Medicine, tissue are prepared for the my cold . Water can be refresh my mind when i study ..
The taste of mid-night's life is not that good. Now the desk is quite tidy, i clean it up when free of holiday .Cheer up, man! Everything sure ll overcome. Is okay the night is long cause when the night is over, we get the sunrise shines ..
face expression
my little cousin - QiJian .. 2 years old .. he is a special kid.. always having a plentiful of expression ..
Let see!
nah, he feel excited when i switch on the computer !! the look of him, is it sweet ??? okay, next..
Let see!
nah, he feel excited when i switch on the computer !! the look of him, is it sweet ??? okay, next..
when i searching for the mj's latest new, he keep on his beautiful eyes on me...
suddenly, he cried. i dunno why, maybe he paying 'tribute' on the legend's death ...
because of his cried, then i sure have to do something to comforted him and make him stop crying .. this the pic when he watching his favourite movie - barney..
It is impossible I let him watch the whole movie otherwise my brother snatch my computer. So i have to appreciate the every moment when i using my computer .. but, luckily he still can enjoy the music - the song of michael jackson.
these are a part of my boring school holiday with my family !
suddenly, he cried. i dunno why, maybe he paying 'tribute' on the legend's death ...
because of his cried, then i sure have to do something to comforted him and make him stop crying .. this the pic when he watching his favourite movie - barney..
It is impossible I let him watch the whole movie otherwise my brother snatch my computer. So i have to appreciate the every moment when i using my computer .. but, luckily he still can enjoy the music - the song of michael jackson.these are a part of my boring school holiday with my family !
Sunday, September 13, 2009
a slave of music
（this is my 1st draft, i haven make my correction !! please forgive if there having any mistaken ..）
先此声明，我是音乐的奴隶。我爱他~
1958-2009，半个世纪的年头里……发生很多，毕竟都已接受了50个年头的洗礼。
5月26日，是多么平凡的日子，阳光依旧耀眼，天空依旧蔚蓝，却被一位充满传奇色彩的巨星改写，他的陨落也使全世界的心随着他的离去停止了顷刻。才刚宣布复出的他，就这样谢幕……
六零年代的michael jackson，与四个兄弟组成自己的乐队，步入乐坛，身为主唱的他，拥有全世界最多观众注意的眼光。有谁料到传奇也因此诞生？8零年代，发行了自己的巅峰之作，不断创造新的纪录，是收入最高的艺人，好一段的激昂如江水的岁月。
我没有神话他，事实确实如此。但，往后的日子,很多人批评他，由于他由黑变白，还有恋童案等的负面新闻使他名气下滑。他死了，法医总算证实他是为了掩盖白巅风而用了很多化妆品，孩子的事也似乎没有有力的证据。
早前，报章的其中一位媒体兼音乐人曾下笔表示Michael Jackson并非是真正的音乐人，只是一位优秀演绎者。但我认为彼此都是艺术从事者，又何必那么执著谁是音乐人，而且还把话说得那么不留余地？
那，何谓音乐？对我而言，音乐就是音符的结合，音乐就是简单单纯。我不知道它是否有生命力，但好的音乐一定有感染力。它没有真正的定义，因为它没有属于自己单位测量是否好或不好。大家都可以以不同的心态来对待，以不同的审美观来衡量。我相信世上没有一样东西都可以得到大众的一致认同，所以Mj是否是音乐人也并非是社会上冰方一角的判断来肯定。
确实，他的离去没有直接影响人们的日常作息。因为它非神非魔，又有何那么大的影响力啊？世上伟人千万位，也没有数位是拥有那么大的影响力吧？当然，破例的也有，就如家喻户晓的爱迪生。伟大的发明改变了我们往后的每一夜，点燃了光明未来的日子。抑或，至尊先师——孔子，一位肃然起敬的思想家，他的儒家教育已影响了世人。只因他们在不同的领域扮演了不同的角色，教育和光明是必要，是肯定的；而音乐只是需要，可以选择要或不。那又何苦在报章上特别强调他的离去操纵了这一切的不相关。是的，Mj的影响力仍存在的，在歌迷的心中可能他是生命中的启发，或Mj改变了他们的生活。就像爸爸在孩子们的心中就有一定的影响力。而我们这些外人有哪明白？又有什么资格给于评论？
众人所知，Mj是完美主义者，样样都尽善尽美，但真的可以言为害怕失去完美吗？谁希望瑕疵的出现？可能它比我们更讲究，信念作了吗？就如，大家买票看演唱会，谁愿意看到千错万漏的演出?我知道这是有言论自由的社会，但我希望下笔前请三思，别让你的方块字破坏大家对你能力的肯定。
——王者谢幕，就让他回到故事最开始，他只是一个拥有笑容最纯真的黑人小孩——
the child was tired ,
he wanna get a rest in the other side,
he wanna went back what a heaven place he always thirst,
let him home...
we ever miss you .. Mj
with love,
torng
先此声明，我是音乐的奴隶。我爱他~
1958-2009，半个世纪的年头里……发生很多，毕竟都已接受了50个年头的洗礼。
5月26日，是多么平凡的日子，阳光依旧耀眼，天空依旧蔚蓝，却被一位充满传奇色彩的巨星改写，他的陨落也使全世界的心随着他的离去停止了顷刻。才刚宣布复出的他，就这样谢幕……
六零年代的michael jackson，与四个兄弟组成自己的乐队，步入乐坛，身为主唱的他，拥有全世界最多观众注意的眼光。有谁料到传奇也因此诞生？8零年代，发行了自己的巅峰之作，不断创造新的纪录，是收入最高的艺人，好一段的激昂如江水的岁月。
我没有神话他，事实确实如此。但，往后的日子,很多人批评他，由于他由黑变白，还有恋童案等的负面新闻使他名气下滑。他死了，法医总算证实他是为了掩盖白巅风而用了很多化妆品，孩子的事也似乎没有有力的证据。
早前，报章的其中一位媒体兼音乐人曾下笔表示Michael Jackson并非是真正的音乐人，只是一位优秀演绎者。但我认为彼此都是艺术从事者，又何必那么执著谁是音乐人，而且还把话说得那么不留余地？
那，何谓音乐？对我而言，音乐就是音符的结合，音乐就是简单单纯。我不知道它是否有生命力，但好的音乐一定有感染力。它没有真正的定义，因为它没有属于自己单位测量是否好或不好。大家都可以以不同的心态来对待，以不同的审美观来衡量。我相信世上没有一样东西都可以得到大众的一致认同，所以Mj是否是音乐人也并非是社会上冰方一角的判断来肯定。
确实，他的离去没有直接影响人们的日常作息。因为它非神非魔，又有何那么大的影响力啊？世上伟人千万位，也没有数位是拥有那么大的影响力吧？当然，破例的也有，就如家喻户晓的爱迪生。伟大的发明改变了我们往后的每一夜，点燃了光明未来的日子。抑或，至尊先师——孔子，一位肃然起敬的思想家，他的儒家教育已影响了世人。只因他们在不同的领域扮演了不同的角色，教育和光明是必要，是肯定的；而音乐只是需要，可以选择要或不。那又何苦在报章上特别强调他的离去操纵了这一切的不相关。是的，Mj的影响力仍存在的，在歌迷的心中可能他是生命中的启发，或Mj改变了他们的生活。就像爸爸在孩子们的心中就有一定的影响力。而我们这些外人有哪明白？又有什么资格给于评论？
众人所知，Mj是完美主义者，样样都尽善尽美，但真的可以言为害怕失去完美吗？谁希望瑕疵的出现？可能它比我们更讲究，信念作了吗？就如，大家买票看演唱会，谁愿意看到千错万漏的演出?我知道这是有言论自由的社会，但我希望下笔前请三思，别让你的方块字破坏大家对你能力的肯定。
——王者谢幕，就让他回到故事最开始，他只是一个拥有笑容最纯真的黑人小孩——
the child was tired ,
he wanna get a rest in the other side,
he wanna went back what a heaven place he always thirst,
let him home...
we ever miss you .. Mj
with love,
torng
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
altruism or egoism
i have sitting for my trial.. confidence are build up day by day..
revision going smoother night by night !!! i have science paper for tomorrow !!!
despite, i try to memorize all the knowledge from the form 5 and from 4 education !
nevertheless , these are not good enough for mine .. for mine further ..!!
i hoped to know more.!! more than the text from the system of education which provided by our government .. i thirst i can be every where around the world!!
look insider of the planet i living of~
i wanna dedicated all of mine .. i wanna giving out all of mine!! included my soul, life or so on.
i having majority of friends are quite egoism !! they never did without any benefit ..
why they never try to be altruism ??? may it be they have lose in the faith of cruel ..
emmm... they always said that my thinking is so poor !!and it always is the stupid things ..
even they have said many many times besides my ears !
but i am so glad i have never change my mind before and also in further !!
it just made me more firm on it-the arduous task ~
i wanna going reduced the innocent around us ..
my family !! the one who lives in same planet with me ..
thanks you your energy that you given me.
i love you all~~
revision going smoother night by night !!! i have science paper for tomorrow !!!
despite, i try to memorize all the knowledge from the form 5 and from 4 education !
nevertheless , these are not good enough for mine .. for mine further ..!!
i hoped to know more.!! more than the text from the system of education which provided by our government .. i thirst i can be every where around the world!!
look insider of the planet i living of~
i wanna dedicated all of mine .. i wanna giving out all of mine!! included my soul, life or so on.
i having majority of friends are quite egoism !! they never did without any benefit ..
why they never try to be altruism ??? may it be they have lose in the faith of cruel ..
emmm... they always said that my thinking is so poor !!and it always is the stupid things ..
even they have said many many times besides my ears !
but i am so glad i have never change my mind before and also in further !!
it just made me more firm on it-the arduous task ~
i wanna going reduced the innocent around us ..
my family !! the one who lives in same planet with me ..
thanks you your energy that you given me.
i love you all~~
Sunday, June 14, 2009
a lasting ever of mvp
haha... congratulation ...
my champion brother was back last week .. despite he cant go for the top 10 player in this game .. but i know he is enough qualification for this and the luck haven reach.. he was always a mvp forever in my mind ..
my champion brother was back last week .. despite he cant go for the top 10 player in this game .. but i know he is enough qualification for this and the luck haven reach.. he was always a mvp forever in my mind ..
Thursday, April 30, 2009
以红为主-鹤顶/女儿
鹤顶红
没有迷人式玫瑰的红
淌流着无声色的朦胧
陷了就注定没了明日的梦
今后也没了一幕落红
哀哉 终于明白原来阎罗殿上的挤涌
亦永止步于庸人的那片江山中
女儿红
优雅地与眸中的灵魂缠绵
杯中倒影美丽娇艳
火烛点燃却少了少许温暖的火炎
何人可怜 唯有拿着丝绢
继续与酒埋怨
呜呼！ 难道他人也忘了世上还有甘泉
只是未到你的机缘
又何苦在这儿与悲同眠
没有迷人式玫瑰的红
淌流着无声色的朦胧
陷了就注定没了明日的梦
今后也没了一幕落红
哀哉 终于明白原来阎罗殿上的挤涌
亦永止步于庸人的那片江山中
女儿红
优雅地与眸中的灵魂缠绵
杯中倒影美丽娇艳
火烛点燃却少了少许温暖的火炎
何人可怜 唯有拿着丝绢
继续与酒埋怨
呜呼！ 难道他人也忘了世上还有甘泉
只是未到你的机缘
又何苦在这儿与悲同眠
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
就这样
颗颗 凝结的汗水
欲挥却不散
页页 阿拉伯文字
题题都为难
没完没了
没完美了 的答案
于我的只是谈谈的失望 与 些些的惆怅
一缕茶香 一律不变得旋律 弥漫 在一成不变的空间
数学天空 不能天马行空
悠哉日子 式箭地收缩
我 慌了
何处的悲鸣 唤醒 忆中的深处
我明了
这题 这题 这题
不难
就是这样 这样 这样
欲挥却不散
页页 阿拉伯文字
题题都为难
没完没了
没完美了 的答案
于我的只是谈谈的失望 与 些些的惆怅
一缕茶香 一律不变得旋律 弥漫 在一成不变的空间
数学天空 不能天马行空
悠哉日子 式箭地收缩
我 慌了
何处的悲鸣 唤醒 忆中的深处
我明了
这题 这题 这题
不难
就是这样 这样 这样
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