湖面难免有清风拂过，水波荡漾...
人生难免有悲歌绕梁，心灵受创...

It nothing gonna change my happy life, cheer up!

I have done nothing in this holiday and this holiday ended soon in 5 days later. Sigh. The next few day, My Sister and brother will be step into the school gate again. However, I the one standing in the junction without a step. I lost.

黑中带白的灰，
是白还是黑?
眸中里的伤悲，
是败还是罪?
三月雪中嬉戏，
最终终日喊唉！

My 17 Christmas List

No Santa. No present. But this year no more meaningless. The first Christmas without Michael. I miss him much. I go it with my lovely family. Go it with the joyful of family. Quite nice. No more wishes I desired.

my lunch with my family Ended up with high calories

Night, i love u~Merry Christmas

love,

torng

An angel

Susan Boyle, a woman who was touched millions in the stage of British's got talent 2009. A woman who with an ordinary life and even an ordinary face. She lived in the village that no one know about and she not well wearing in the competition and all just wanna watched how funny she was. The adjudicator, Simon, even tried to prank with her and made her fell bashful. I never see her photo, but I can imagine how was she look from the description of those talks'. 'It was just an ugly ducking.' I think so. I never put even a moment eyes on her. After some days, her album was come out. Just remember that day was 23rd November. I listed her song accidentally that day and I just absolutely melting in her voice. Her voice was break all the image I thought before. It not ugly but beauty. It not funny but touched. The voice is young even she no that young. In my mind, she is an angel. An angel love to sing and She is brilliant until I cant open my eyes for a look. She so mystery. She has no an accurate face in my heart. For me, I not desired watch her picture. After she won the competition, I think she will be commercialized. She sure will be a swan after the packaging of sumptuous and she will be look more pretty. But, the pure hearted of sing also will be polluted. So, I never watched her photo seriously since before I know her even after I know her. I loved her. I loved her voice merely. I only Loved the most original Susan Boyle. The Susan Boyle without any ornament and the Susan Boyle who just love to sing.

Your love is magical, that's how I feel
But I have not the words here to explain
Gone is the grace for expressions of passion
But there are worlds and worlds of ways to explain
To tell you how I feel
But I am speechless, speechless
That's how you make me feel
Though I'm with you I am far away and nothing is for real
When I'm with you I am lost for words, I don't know what to say
My head's spinning like a carousel, so silently I pray
Helpless and hopeless, that's how I feel inside
Nothing's real, but all is possible if God is on my side
When I'm with you I am in the light where I cannot be found
It's as though I am standing in the place called Hallowed Ground
Speechless, speechless, that's how you make me feel
Though I'm with you I am far away and nothing is for real
I'll go anywhere and do anything just to touch your face
There's no mountain high I cannot climb
I'm humbled in your grace
Speechless, speechless, that's how you make me feel
Though I'm with you I am lost for words and nothing is for real
Speechless, speechless, that's how you make me feel
Though I'm with you I am far away, and nothing is for real
Speechless, speechless,
that's how you make me feel
Though I'm with you I am lost for words and nothing is for real
Speechless
Your love is magical, that's how I feel
But in your presence I am lost for words
Words like, "I love you."


A very very nice song with the super super amazing lyrics! Meeting in this song!

20/12

My sister went to school to get her result today. Actually I was quite worried her get a depress result for the tongkao （统考). The exam is very important for a private school student and these such garbage is not easy to score. ‘But, some time, lucky and miracle happen.’ Theng said. Haha. Finally the result quite satisfied. She get 6A's from 8 subject. I know the exam is totally different with pmr. It was more high standard compare with pmr. So, she start worried about which stream she enter and questioned me the subject add mathe and science. Even, some I can't answer. But I absolutely proud of her. She said before she want to become a pilot. She want to visit all the countries and understand their religions or story with her family. Because as a pilot, she can get a airline ticket with lower price for her family. Mean that, her future and her ambition still including ME! Now, she still the same. The way she want to arrival but without a step. Haha. I wish the miracle will be happed one more time in her life time.

exam exam exam

I have never sleep well recently. Yesterday was akaun paper and today is science paper. I realized having many not accurate answer in these two paper after I did the paper. Sigh! but, I just only spent around 6 hours bed-time for these two days. Equally, I only sleep 3 hours a days and My head really aching! but my works paid nothing. Sigh! Stress! Stress! Stress!

God bless me

Sumptuous

nice??? actually has a bit similar with the old one .. but, added wireless keyboard and mouse, and more stable or what what what la... last time i bought the old one for 1199 us dolar, however the latest one also cost 1199 and the old one is more cheap now.. sob.. but the imac really performance great at all.. if i really wanted to buy a laptop and my account condition is possible. Macbook pro always is my 1st choice..