Why they can be so cruel ?? Are they brainless ... ??? It's was made me hurt deeply..

学会·奢侈

節儉乃是中華流傳千年的美德，然而對某種人來說，節儉是種浪費、是種多餘...你節儉你的憤怒、你節儉你的不悅，但那人卻不領情，也不需要你的“節儉”... 反之，對你變本加厲....難道你還有必要堅持你那所謂的節儉嗎? 人生原本就不可能如你所鋪陳的道路，每一寸都那麼地美好，每一步都那麼踏實.... 幽默的老天爺往往常持著他那自認的風趣，安排這種人出現在生活中不斷地攪局.... 難道你就需要默默地任由這種人攪拌你的人生???? 是的，我們凡事都應該以和為貴.... 但是，人嘛，是一個擁有豐富情感的動物.... 難免會面臨精神基層的折磨.... 適當奢侈不滿的情緒是沒錯的! 只有一味把不好的情緒灌入在內心的人，才是失敗的（心靈）管理員..... 人，因情感的豐富而珍貴.... 只有懂得奢侈情感的人才更顯得獨一無二!

学会·输

从小，我就被灌输一种思想——‘不能输’... 任何事都不能输，凡事都被要求不能输... 而，‘输’就好像成了弱者的代名词。我的生活也好像为了‘不能输’而继续着.... 但是，我好像时常都和‘输’脱不了关系... 在学校，我记得老师们没有引导我们如何去面对‘输’啊，他们最喜欢说‘失败是成功之母’... 永远和成功脱不了关系,甚至已经认定失败是为了下一次成功... 若是全世界都成功，全世界都是英雄，那谁来为这群名垂史册的英雄们鼓掌欢呼?? 倒不如，我学会‘输’, 和那群胜利者有着强大的对比.. 可能他们会开心，而我也可能活地轻松些....

学会·主宰

这几年来，我一直很崇拜优美的文字段落....也很向往中国作家的写作文风...可能因为如此，我渐渐地变成了文字的奴隶，不管内容扎不扎实，文句通不通顺，只要这些‘不实际’的文字出现在我的文章里，我才认为这才是‘文章’！而我也从来没有怀疑自己的华文造诣，更何况会认为到了‘走火入魔’的境界... 但是世事都不如人愿，今天老师终于把上星期的功课派回来了.....‘你的文字似已走火入魔了，文句似通不通，意思相当抽象难懂。与其堆砌文字，不如好好表情达意。’ 我对此很出乎意料，也用了不少的时间平复自己的情绪... 我真的那么‘差’吗?可能吧... 我想:不如由来我主宰这难搞的方块字吧... 否则，我会像那项羽般迷信武力地迷信文字,最后，死在文字的手中.......

Long live the King!

Having a long time without listening His music. Life is difficult. I spend 30min to take a break with His music after I finished my assignments for the whole day. emmm... His sound still great. It was made my eyes completely covered with tears and even my heart. Deep touch are always increasing while the music playing. Every move are so brilliant. Each sounds are so great. No wonder He can be so loved by Me!!

love,
torng 22/05

cherating new year trip

I was spent 3 days for the amazing Cherating, Pahang with my dearest family in this Chinese New Years holidays. Well, let the photo speak themselves.

Here we go.. Cherating is waiting for us!!

brother and cute jian..

Mirror mirror on the wall...

Similar, not really... He is more cute!!

Stupid Face!!

Stupid face, take 2!

Little boy was watching us played the volley at the sea side. Hopefully, he can play with us one day later.

Wind, huuuuu-----huuuu-- Our hair are messy..Right?

Visiting ..

Please protect our natural, including the cute turtles..

great little model!

3 tower??

Jian and Theng

Ten's family and three of us!

we always together! love them much...

Dearest Chang's Family. God bless them..

耕耘 vs 收获

在这，我要大胆打破一个错误的理念~ 身为中华子孙的你们一定曾经听过一句名言：一份耕耘，一份收获...对吧?我当然也不例外,这句名言实在是太‘家喻户晓’了...但是你们是否曾经质疑过这句名言的真实性和可靠度吗？而我极度不赞成这古老既不科学的说法...这说法实在过于偏激了! 我的字典里耕耘和收获永远画不上等号!! 就打个比如：西方国家著名的童话故事，白雪公主与七个小矮人，这故事深入民心，可恶的王后被人们恨之入骨，美丽善良的白雪公主则是永远被受祝福。故事就这样结束吗？不，那就太肤浅了，真正需要被同情的而是王后，他希望他是全世界最美丽的女人，他也比谁更要努力。反之，白雪公主，他没刻意强求却能得到一张人人都羡慕的脸。故事里，为了永保自己第一的位置的皇后却失足跌入断崖中，往后还需被受垂弃。而白雪公主轻易取胜。很明显，一份耕耘，未必是一份收获。除此，贪念仙丹神药的秦王欲求长生不老药的故事，也说明了秦王所有的精力付水于流，结果也难逃一死。故事总归故事，传说总归传说....以现今社会而言，也不难发现足以推倒着名言的案例。缅甸从政者淑姬，他贡献他的一生，明主的缅甸是他这一生奋斗的目标，他牺牲他的家，甚至丈夫临终前他也未能见他最后一面。一个愿意牺牲自己的家来成全更多家的女人，如此伟大，却换来无期限的软禁。可见，那一份的耕耘，极有可能是那负十的收获。
在过去的几个星期，我想了又想，这成绩对我公平吗???我真得想了很久很久... 但是勉强的想往往得不到理想的答案...甚至拿起笔，笔尖也吐不出一颗的方块字...我自认我读的书不比他人少，我也自认拿起参考书或课本的时间一定不比她人多..但是选的书不是文学就是哲学...每本给的思想空间难道不比课业来得多吗？有时真的很混乱，自己也不晓得自己做得够不够，但是终究还是被那错误的古人想法说服，继续地做下去.....永无止境!!

In the past few month, i was busy about the moving out of factory in Taman Sungai Besi and i was also participated in these action from the beginning to the end. From this experience, I was knew that the great effort of cooperation occurring. By the way, The relationship between us are getting thicker and thicker too. It is big trial to everyone in this company.

Okay, First I want to thank for the gammy award managed a tribute event for Michael Jackson and arrange his lovely kids had a speech with us. The 3d earth song really great in all the time and really touched. It made me cry and weep but the after the 5 singer came out, i stop crying. oh gosh, the feeling is totally wrong. Their voice completely poor. POOR! Did them feel any guilty? Did them feel any sorry to Michael Jackson?? They absolutely spoiled his earth song. My god! and the stupid camera never focus on the 3d film but keep spotting the 5 stupid. It made me disappointed! Of cause, the legend always the best always! I love u michael ~

I watched the movie 2012 last two day, it made me more treasured and appreciated everything still belonging with me. I knew I cant remade my aching life, I knew mum never appear on my side anymore. The lacking of mum's love was my biggest agony incident in my life time. Actually, I should be more content. Torng, a student, my family completely support my future's school life. They even manage a future life that without any uneven for me and inspired me to study medical sciense and analysed which coast more suit for me. They dedicated every things, they spent their time, money, spirits to comfort my life, I really cant because the bit of tribulation and sadness and make them disappointed. They just always be my side, but I never say a single gratitude word in seriously. I love them. The movie made me deep feeling, but I'm lazy descriped in words. ^^ and good new, the Haiti success saved one more life who engaged in a life and death struggle during the day eleven. God bless Haiti!