Night life- Over

Finally, the trial exam ended with the sweetest of coming holiday! Feeling of excited and depress are floating up on my mind. Am i should feel excited of the holiday and my degenerate of life even in short term ??? Or am i should feel depress only having around 2 months away of the spm exam ???
Never mine, just left it. I had using my brain hard for the trial. Now, it send it to the process of maintenance. The function of my brain is out of service.

So, after these few week of study war. My desk was so messy and full of book, book, and also book. See! terrible. Medicine, tissue are prepared for the my cold . Water can be refresh my mind when i study .. The taste of mid-night's life is not that good. Now the desk is quite tidy, i clean it up when free of holiday .
Cheer up, man! Everything sure ll overcome. Is okay the night is long cause when the night is over, we get the sunrise shines ..

face expression

my little cousin - QiJian .. 2 years old .. he is a special kid.. always having a plentiful of expression ..
Let see!nah, he feel excited when i switch on the computer !! the look of him, is it sweet ??? okay, next..

when i searching for the mj's latest new, he keep on his beautiful eyes on me...suddenly, he cried. i dunno why, maybe he paying 'tribute' on the legend's death ...because of his cried, then i sure have to do something to comforted him and make him stop crying .. this the pic when he watching his favourite movie - barney.. It is impossible I let him watch the whole movie otherwise my brother snatch my computer. So i have to appreciate the every moment when i using my computer .. but, luckily he still can enjoy the music - the song of michael jackson.

these are a part of my boring school holiday with my family !

a slave of music

（this is my 1st draft, i haven make my correction !! please forgive if there having any mistaken ..）


先此声明，我是音乐的奴隶。我爱他~

1958-2009，半个世纪的年头里……发生很多，毕竟都已接受了50个年头的洗礼。

5月26日，是多么平凡的日子，阳光依旧耀眼，天空依旧蔚蓝，却被一位充满传奇色彩的巨星改写，他的陨落也使全世界的心随着他的离去停止了顷刻。才刚宣布复出的他，就这样谢幕……

六零年代的michael jackson，与四个兄弟组成自己的乐队，步入乐坛，身为主唱的他，拥有全世界最多观众注意的眼光。有谁料到传奇也因此诞生？8零年代，发行了自己的巅峰之作，不断创造新的纪录，是收入最高的艺人，好一段的激昂如江水的岁月。

我没有神话他，事实确实如此。但，往后的日子,很多人批评他，由于他由黑变白，还有恋童案等的负面新闻使他名气下滑。他死了，法医总算证实他是为了掩盖白巅风而用了很多化妆品，孩子的事也似乎没有有力的证据。

早前，报章的其中一位媒体兼音乐人曾下笔表示Michael Jackson并非是真正的音乐人，只是一位优秀演绎者。但我认为彼此都是艺术从事者，又何必那么执著谁是音乐人，而且还把话说得那么不留余地？

那，何谓音乐？对我而言，音乐就是音符的结合，音乐就是简单单纯。我不知道它是否有生命力，但好的音乐一定有感染力。它没有真正的定义，因为它没有属于自己单位测量是否好或不好。大家都可以以不同的心态来对待，以不同的审美观来衡量。我相信世上没有一样东西都可以得到大众的一致认同，所以Mj是否是音乐人也并非是社会上冰方一角的判断来肯定。

确实，他的离去没有直接影响人们的日常作息。因为它非神非魔，又有何那么大的影响力啊？世上伟人千万位，也没有数位是拥有那么大的影响力吧？当然，破例的也有，就如家喻户晓的爱迪生。伟大的发明改变了我们往后的每一夜，点燃了光明未来的日子。抑或，至尊先师——孔子，一位肃然起敬的思想家，他的儒家教育已影响了世人。只因他们在不同的领域扮演了不同的角色，教育和光明是必要，是肯定的；而音乐只是需要，可以选择要或不。那又何苦在报章上特别强调他的离去操纵了这一切的不相关。是的，Mj的影响力仍存在的，在歌迷的心中可能他是生命中的启发，或Mj改变了他们的生活。就像爸爸在孩子们的心中就有一定的影响力。而我们这些外人有哪明白？又有什么资格给于评论？

众人所知，Mj是完美主义者，样样都尽善尽美，但真的可以言为害怕失去完美吗？谁希望瑕疵的出现？可能它比我们更讲究，信念作了吗？就如，大家买票看演唱会，谁愿意看到千错万漏的演出?我知道这是有言论自由的社会，但我希望下笔前请三思，别让你的方块字破坏大家对你能力的肯定。

——王者谢幕，就让他回到故事最开始，他只是一个拥有笑容最纯真的黑人小孩——


the child was tired ,
he wanna get a rest in the other side,
he wanna went back what a heaven place he always thirst,
let him home...
we ever miss you .. Mj
with love,
torng

altruism or egoism

i have sitting for my trial.. confidence are build up day by day..
revision going smoother night by night !!! i have science paper for tomorrow !!!
despite, i try to memorize all the knowledge from the form 5 and from 4 education !
nevertheless , these are not good enough for mine .. for mine further ..!!
i hoped to know more.!! more than the text from the system of education which provided by our government .. i thirst i can be every where around the world!!
look insider of the planet i living of~
i wanna dedicated all of mine .. i wanna giving out all of mine!! included my soul, life or so on.
i having majority of friends are quite egoism !! they never did without any benefit ..
why they never try to be altruism ??? may it be they have lose in the faith of cruel ..
emmm... they always said that my thinking is so poor !!and it always is the stupid things ..
even they have said many many times besides my ears !
but i am so glad i have never change my mind before and also in further !!
it just made me more firm on it-the arduous task ~
i wanna going reduced the innocent around us ..
my family !! the one who lives in same planet with me ..
thanks you your energy that you given me.
i love you all~~