I watched the movie 2012 last two day, it made me more treasured and appreciated everything still belonging with me. I knew I cant remade my aching life, I knew mum never appear on my side anymore. The lacking of mum's love was my biggest agony incident in my life time. Actually, I should be more content. Torng, a student, my family completely support my future's school life. They even manage a future life that without any uneven for me and inspired me to study medical sciense and analysed which coast more suit for me. They dedicated every things, they spent their time, money, spirits to comfort my life, I really cant because the bit of tribulation and sadness and make them disappointed. They just always be my side, but I never say a single gratitude word in seriously. I love them. The movie made me deep feeling, but I'm lazy descriped in words. ^^ and good new, the Haiti success saved one more life who engaged in a life and death struggle during the day eleven. God bless Haiti!

recently

I really love his smooth criminal's look. My degenerate life still keep on going. I hate! I'm the only one staying in the house but do nothing. No more reading. No more learning. Completely dead-lock! ( I mean my brain.) Help me,please! Today, Kaiwai, Yejing, and Chris came. They working as a kindergartens teachers and they asked me what am I doing in this holiday. oh gosh, a stupid question! Make me bashful and finished my 100plus. So sui. aiya, actually I just take a break after my exam and the big job I done. After that, I still will help my family's business as much as I can and help the department which will added soon. emmmmm... and every night when I close my eyes, the spm still floating in front of me and flying there flying here. Insomnia happened. I hate insomnia. I really worried about that. Maybe nothing to do, really will imagine that imagine this. sigh!

Only him bring me happiness and laughter!

with love,
torng